Thursday, October 30, 2008

What does Planned Parenthood do today with babies born alive?

Monday, October 27, 2008

What this election is like to one post abortive woman...

Twenty seven years ago I had an abortion. I thought I would come out of it free and empowered because I bought the lies of Planned Parenthood and the women's movement who championed my rights wholeheartedly. I was surprised when I immediately fell into a deep depression and months later struggled with thoughts of suicide. The feelings were intense and the sadness was great. Prior to abortion, I was always happy and handled stress in an exceptional way. But this was different. I had a baby ripped from my womb and felt totally violated. YES..I made that choice. I do take responsibility for that awful choice. THis is a choice I know for a fact I would not have taken had abortion been illegal. But I was lied to and caught off guard by the attack my body felt it had been under and I totally felt as if I had been abused emotionally as well following the abortion. With God's grace..therapy and the blessings of a great family I can say that I am healed...but the scars are there...AND all I can say is watching this election brings up so much. On the one hand I had been waiting fervently for the topic of abortion to come up in the election hoping that those who saw Obama's record on born alive babies would be shocked, disgusted and say to themselves "eventhough I am liberal I would never vote for a man who would make that kind of judgement." Well for the most part I am watching people as they worship and elevate a man who advocates the type of victimization and violation that women like myself had to work way too hard to heal within themselves....THere are women who kill themselves post abortion. There are women who remain silent forever and struggle in relationships. There are women who are infertile post abortion...the list goes on..Imagine..watching OBAMA standing proudly in front of the Planned Parenthood sign or hearing him say "my first act as president with be to sign the Freedom of Choice act". Imagine knowing that more women will potentially endure what took years to undo to myself and many others like myself. It is as if we are watching the executioner be deified by the entire society thereby minimizing our pain and our suffering.. We watch as more women are led to the slaughter..not even given the proper information or acknowledgement that there is a potential for psychological damage.I can imagine it is similar to someone who has been raped and has to watch as the rapist is let off to continue raping. And watching the people who know he has raped still inviting him to their christmas and cocktail parties....everytime I see Obama stand up there with the crowd applauding and vowing to put him in the position to sign a bill that will eliminate virtually any limitation on abortion I cringe. I cannot imagine what some of the women who are stuggling more than I are experiencing...Yes there are women out there who do not regret their abortions..but there are many many like myself..I am not the only one who struggled intensely after aborting their babies. If I didn't believe that Jesus has forgiven me i would be beside myself right now....Between his not agreeing several times to the born alive protection act...vowing to allow abortions even into the 8th or 9th month, advocating that parents are not notified and saying he wouldn't want his daughter punished with a child...I am sorry but I will always be looking at OBama and other abortion advocates as the man who opened the door to my pain and continues to hold that door open to the dozens of women who will unknowingly be walking into their depression, anxiety, guilt and regret..THANK YOU PRESIDENT OBAMA for continuing to punish the women who made that mistake while making them watch as their little sisters head into the slaughter.....

Justice for All

I was in NYC almost all of last week. But i was fortunate enough tuesday night to be able to host this amazing organization called Justice for All which travels to campuses with this very graphic and large display to engage students in conversation regarding life. They are non confrontational but their display is very aggressive. So, they are all from Kansas with some other volunteers from all over the place. I hosted the director David Lee and one other guy...We also provided a meal to 15 of the volunteers. This was really great. I was exhausted but I had a great time speaking with all of them. UNC is very liberal so the second day was really tough for them. They also host a training which I wasn't able to engage in because I was out of town. These volunteers are very passionate and sometimes discouraged. We really need an army of volunteers helping to educate people and the truth is that most pro lifers don't have the stamina to stand in front of a crowd or behind a bull horn...But that has to change as we are losing lives because there aren't enough people to stand in the gap...Pray for this group. I really enjoyed them and would love to see them come to NYC where I am sure they will be met with intense disdain but it would also be the talk of all of NYC if they were able to get there...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Disturbed! Living in the Twilight Zone!

I'm disturbed. I am totally utterly disturbed. Shouldn't I be disturbed by the potential never ending amount of abortions in this country? I would love to title this post "hopeful". I was hopeful and still do hold out an iota of hope for the end to come for abortions. BUT sometimes I look around and cannot believe i live in a world chock full of people who daily over look the death of millions of kids. I am not only talking about abortions either. There are 148 million orphans and another million children in sex trafficking and many more suffering. AM I LIVING IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE? Where is the compassion? Where is the logic in the American people? In the people of the world...Why are so many people over looking the truth and embracing lies? I feel as if I am frozen at an intersection..one that offers hope for life and the other that says if America walks down this road we are all doomed especially the unborn. And I know from personal experience that means more women will have to be blindsided by the devastation they will feel after they legally abort. Most women would never abort if abortion were illegal. I wouldn't have! My daughter would be here today. BUt I am disturbed because if we walk down the road to life then young women today and their children will be saved. If America chooses to walk down the other road with a leader that says it is OKAY TO KILL then we are all doomed......It is indeed disturbing...as I stand in wait for the votes to be counted....

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Obama CItizenship!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Obama Slum Lord!

God help us all if Obama becomes President....

This is a short video of one of the projects he was involved in...

Black Genocide...

Being the mother of 3 Ethiopian children...I feel it is a responsibility to their mother who died of AIDS in Ethiopia to assure them a future that would not see them as degenerates and target the killing of their children. There is nothing that I look forward to more than seeing my daughters and sons grow up to have the freedom to grow to be healthy enough to raise and take care of their kids. I want to also have the privilege of being the grandmother for their children not only for myself but for their mother Bayoush who never lived to see them married or have children. Abortion has taken way too many babies. Abortion has targeted way too many minorities (blacks and hispanics). My Guatemalan daughter should also be given the same freedom and not be trapped into believing that it is her right and okay to abort her babies. It is so disgusting to me to have a man like Barack Obama who claims to be a spokesperson for African Americans really be more a spokesperson for Planned Parenthood (which is the murderous organization ) targeting his people. He should be ashamed as an African American to be used in that way....As a white mother with hispanic and african children it is often assumed that I would vote for Obama...there is no way. WHY? Because I want more for my African children then what Obama is offering..

Saturday, October 4, 2008

PRO LIFE OBAMA: an Oxymoron!

This just takes the cake. Someone please wake me when this election is over. And if McCain and Palin don't win I would like to find my own planet somewhere. I will invite all of the true christians and pro life/conservatives. This planet would have people who actually show compassion and love for one another and still care about human life. Oh..also on this planet the TRUTH would be known and those telling lies would not be allowed to live there. There would be instant intervention for people who don't see the TRUTH. They would first be given the chance to see through the eyes of love rather than hate and deception. Once the truth is revealed they could stay as long as they promised never to deceive another human being. PROLIFE OBAMA...HUH? OBAMA IS NOT PRO LIFE (that was intended to be a shout)....in case any of the emergent christians or lost catholics that have devised this organization don't know that already..Oh and JESUS is not synonomous with INFANTICIDE OR ABORTION....OBAMA IS SYNONOMOUS with infanticide and abortion......YIKES...and part of the organization is called MATTHEW 25...remember the scripture of taking care of the least of these. Remember the goats were not allowed in heaven because they didn't take care of the least of these by offering food and clothing...that would also include LIFE....This so ticks me off that I am rambling now....But perhaps we can be allowed in heaven and considered sheep in the eyes of Jesus on judgment day and allowed on HIS planet in Heaven....check it out yourselves.. http://www.prolifeproobama.com/

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Would Sarah Palin have been disqualified?

Carol Fowler, the leader of the SC Democrat party said that "the only qualification that Sarah Palin has is that she has never had an abortion." Obviously, this was an outrageous and hideous comment. In seeing how the Republicans have embraced Sarah Palin I doubt it would've made a difference to them if she had one or not. But it would have been interesting to see how the Democrats would have handled a post abortive Republican candidate. Would they have criticized her as being incapable of governing because of the poor choice she made as a teenager? Would they have said that women who have aborted are not capable of making rational decisions? Would the Republicans have considered Sarah Palin as an unsuitable candidate had that information come out during the vetting process? Considering the fact that there are millions of post abortive women out there, it is interesting that few women in public office admit to ever having had an abortion. Certainly we don't hear of either Republican or Democrat women freely sharing that information. Is it possible that none of the female Democrat senators, congresswomen or lobbyists have never aborted? The Guttmacher institute says that 1 in 3 women ages 40+ have aborted. It is unlikely that there are no govt leaders that have aborted. Then why don't we hear about it. As a post abortive woman I know that there is shame, guilt and regret in having once aborted my child. But I am now pro life and acknowledge that life is sacred and that Planned Parenthood is feeding women lies. But we would assume that if the experience of abortion is as liberating and freeing as the pro choice women's movement would want you to believe...why aren't more women making their happy, fulfilling, abortions known. If it is such a RIGHT OF PASSAGE for women and there is no stigma then where are the post abortive and PROUD Democrat political women? I am guessing that although they promote the practice they don't want to be known as a woman who would walk that path. Just wondering what the Democrat party would have said if the VP candidate was a Republican post abortive women with a down syndrome child. I suspect she would have been extremely harassed but the Democrat post abortive woman would be praised.....